i don't know?:⁠'⁠(

i think i'm being alone, i don't understand to know to treat someone good. I'm in comfort zone and still. In hard time a long journey that i feel love is gone. whenever someone want to be near i walking far for another reason, that i don't know. i almost cry about love is complex thing to do. i learn from my parent, love that i feel leave me a lil bit alone in my life. lonely is like friends to me. i being a Thor, angry hard to myself cause scary for life never treat me good sometimes. i just trust to myself anymore, can people always hurt me. i gonna safe my sweetheart. i'm tired, God. i trust you in my deep heart cause you never leave me alone. so your almost crying, for little thing you need to stop and most greatfull. it's okay today not the good day but someday you can find you own happiness i know your happy for a simple thing. hope you can find a more more hapiest in the world. when love is hard just rileks and enjoy the time.