Traveling

(20:45) Selasa, 8 November 2022.

I know i'm forget to wrot my blog cause a bit hectic day, so here i'm with my blanket idk the prenounce right or no but yeah and sick in my body. 

Thinking about the future what the job and how to make my dream come true. I have opinion about married in my head and i'm not sure want to have a baby. I have some wish to do and this time so many thing i can't do for now. So i really thinking about, if i have someone that sure with not having that totally i think i'm greatfull meet her. But, a bit worry my husband parent yes with issues this. The hard thing to close the voice from people and stereotipe we have. I one of the most people don't care with somebody do in her life, so maybe for me not the hard thing ever. Cause people know me i'm a silent person and people make some far to talk to me because i do when people near in you he really to much know and it's bad i think. So i set my boundaries with. But to my men i keep it, maybe is a bad decision to do. Yeah i'm just human worry for every thing. I love being alone but i can't live alone, i need someone to talk and sharing my life together, taking care full loving life with him. So back in his topic, travelling.

My dream job maybe a photograper or have some clothing brand. I really love taking a picture hope i can around the world by this job. Amin. But the struggle is i dont have camera, laptop and all stuff i need. It's bad this year i'm in 23 and blurring my carrier. So i'm always trust with God everything is gona be alright just waiting the moment come.